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.....becoz he love that girl very much
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December 04, 2010
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love
When he sat by the side of his mechanical block and watch the couples talking, full devoted towards each other, eyes in eyes a sudden wave of nostalgia hit him. He was reminded of the girl whom he love beyond the limit. With whom he want to enjoy every second of his life but fails to do the same.
He get reminded the date when he first kissed her. He reminded of the girl who gave him a reason to life the life, she rejuvenated him, gave the hope and then suddenly got lost in her personal family affair.
The boy waited..continued waiting...time passed and this waiting turned into memories. He started living in the memories of that girl. Thinking and begging infront of god for his life. He started losing faith on each and every person. The feelings for that girl started turning into vehement. He begged infront of her to meet him, only once becoz he was sure that he will get back in his life. He just want to drape on her so that he can feel his love.
Feelings of the boy turned into hope. He hope that one day he will start behaving normal. One day his love will come to him and will hold his hand and say " look here i am for you to take you off back to the world". "Here i am for you, just for you to turn your nostalgia into a smile." "Here i am in your world to explore my world in yours".
But for the boy these hope is only a hope. Hope with Nostalgia. And Nostalgia with Fear. And Fear with Death....The death of the boy..He don't want to live any more, talk any more. He prefer to die than to live without her.
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He get reminded the date when he first kissed her. He reminded of the girl who gave him a reason to life the life, she rejuvenated him, gave the hope and then suddenly got lost in her personal family affair.
The boy waited..continued waiting...time passed and this waiting turned into memories. He started living in the memories of that girl. Thinking and begging infront of god for his life. He started losing faith on each and every person. The feelings for that girl started turning into vehement. He begged infront of her to meet him, only once becoz he was sure that he will get back in his life. He just want to drape on her so that he can feel his love.
Feelings of the boy turned into hope. He hope that one day he will start behaving normal. One day his love will come to him and will hold his hand and say " look here i am for you to take you off back to the world". "Here i am for you, just for you to turn your nostalgia into a smile." "Here i am in your world to explore my world in yours".
But for the boy these hope is only a hope. Hope with Nostalgia. And Nostalgia with Fear. And Fear with Death....The death of the boy..He don't want to live any more, talk any more. He prefer to die than to live without her.
He is sure that one day he is going to end the chapter of his love with the ending of his life because he can't end his love story just by keeping himself alive. If he is alive, his love for that girl is alive. He can't end his love for that girl keeping himself alive........
because
he love that girl very much.
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