Well! here is my some truth!!! i have been tagged by one of my friend. ThAnKs!!!

1. Last drink: Water... :) she (secret) will be happy reading this!..lol
2. Last phone call : to the love of my life.. ;)
3. Last text message: I need to check my cellphone :| .. its probably from my dearest bebo... 
 4. Last song you listened to: ...tum bin jiya jaye kaise, kaise jiya jaye tum bin-... I'm stuck to it.. :)

Have You Ever... 
5. Dated someone twice: Um... i dont get the question.. :$ ..
6. Been cheated on? : I hope not!
7. Kissed someone & regretted it? : nope... :)
8. Lost someone special? : Yes I have. 
9. Been depressed? : Is that even a question?!?!.. Of course I have!...
Four Favourite Colors... 
10. Black (love it..love it..love it!!!-because she love it)  
11. White (Yeah...I know... thats boring!..lol but it suits best on me) 
12. Blue  
13. Red
Firsts...
14. Made new friends: Well..Duh!!..
15. Fallen out of love: Yes.. when you are in something called "puppy love"... 
16. Laughed until you cried: Hell yeah!! LOADS of times!!!!
17. Met someone who changed you: Hummmm!!!!... yes... Someone has changed me and the same someone keeps me from changing anymore! :p ;) (YOU know who you are!!!)
18. Found out who your true friends were: Yes!.. I certainly have found out who my true friends are... thank God!

Have You...
19.How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: A few..lol... but I know the rest exist too! :p
20. Do you have any pets:Well! once i have had......a parrot!!! he/she (i don't know about sex)....but right now i don't have any pets and i don't want to keep it.....i love freedom and their's too.......
21. Do you want to change your name: No way..Praveen sounds best.......she love my name....and i too............
22. What did you do for your last birthday: Ummm.. nothing.. It was just another ordinary and boring day...but i missed her because i was in jamalpur and she was 476 km away from me......
23. What time did you wake up today: 3:30 AM...i have to massage her ........she will be waiting for that....
24. What were you doing at midnight last night: missing my jaan.......
25. Last time you saw your father: This morning :)
26. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I can't decide on one thing... There are a few things... no point listing them here!
27. Most visited webpage: My email.at indiatimes.com my orkut, my webpage (i love it) and many more ........
What's Your...
28. Name: just look up......and LOL..yeh!!!
29. Zodiac sign: gemini
30. Male or female: male
31. Elementary: Paas kar liya :) YEY!!! ... in 2007
32. School: didn't get u but i was a rocking student of st. michaels high school, jamalpur.........
33. Colleges: Bengal Institute of Technology & Mnagement-Shantinekatan (It ROCKS BABY!!!)
34. Hair Color: black!!! iiish!!! 
35. Long or Short: still short but i love to keep long hair......
36. Height: 5feet 10inch
37. Do you have a crush on someone? : Ummmmmmmh!!... Yeah....
38. Ever been in love? : Yes Yes YES!!!! I am head over heals deeply in love!
39. Piercings? : Yes! my nose...e
40. Tattoos? : i hate tattoos.......
41. Righty or lefty: Righty.
42. First surgery: None.. Thank God!!
43. First piercing: didn't get the question!!!
44. First best friend: yeeah!!! PANKAJ (first one )
45. First sport you loved: computer game.....(but now i hate it)
46. first pet: parrot.......
47. First vacation: didn't remember...............
48. First concert: never have gone............
49. First crush: When I was in 8th... I still remember her name..Mausam... Lol...
Right Now...
50. Eating: Nothing
51. Drinking: Nothing
52. I'm about to: Loose my patience.. this tag is too long!!!!
53. Listening to: music.......ek pardeshi mera dil le gaya........
54.Waiting for: Someone who can help me out in completing my syllabus in Thermodynamics...semester is on head!!! i am afraid...sorry carry on......
Your Future...
55. Want kids? : Yes! Without a doubt!!!
56. Want to get married? : Yes!!! Dying to spend each and every moment with her :)
57. Careers in mind? : i want to be an industrialist !!! a MBA wala stud guys from INDIAN INTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT- AHEMDABAD......
Which is better with opposite sex...??
58. Lips or eyes: lips...and then eyes.....
59. Hugs or kisses: Both..  :p
60. Shorter or taller: just 1 inch shorter than me!!
61. Romantic or spontaneous: Oh.. she is both! Very very very romantic!.. and too spontaneous!

Have you ever...??
62. Kissed a stranger: No.
63. Lost glasses/contacts: I don't wear either! So I can't loose them!
64. Sex on first date: No... I'm not a whimp! :p
65. Broken someone's heart: I hope........!
66. Had your own heart broken: No..
67. Been arrested: No.
68. Turned someone down: I think I did.. in school... oops..
69. Cried when someone died: didn't think so.........
70. Liked a friend that is a girl: Like in which way?? As in just like.. yes I like my friends! .. or a Like like way.. no..I'm straight!
Do you believe in...
71. Yourself: Yes.. I think so...
72. Miracles: Yes.. I think...
73. God: Never... but always share my feelings in the name of GOD...
74. Love at first sight: yaaaah!!... that "first sight" i got my luv in first sight..........
75. Heaven: Well.. Yes..
76. Kiss on the first date: It's not a bad idea.. It's just a kiss..

Answer truthfully... (That's what I have been doing you silly person!!!)
77. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : Yes...
78. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? : No....never!!! i am one woman man!!!
79.Wanted to kill someone ever? : Oh yes.. quiet a few times!!
80. Committed a blunder and regretted later? : Yes.. I always do that!
81. wanted to steal your friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no...... what i have i love it...i am very true to her :)
Associate with something you wear...
82. White: Shirt
83. Black: till now only one t-shirt.....presented my academy of technology in tech fiesta....
84. Red: i think to wear that
85. Pink: naaaaaaah!!!!And I am not tagging anyone else.. because I'm sure most everyone has done this! So if any of you want to do it.. I tag you! :)
it was really a patience to give the answer of all the question but all the answer was true to me.......so i just put the title as the truth of praveen's life.......
------scribbled by mr fantastic....
(this name has been given by my beautiful bebo.......) 

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I think that sometime when your word fails to explain something, when you are in the state of ramification, when you try to make someone understand that you are not wrong at that jiffy, when the silence continues and when you are in the east and your love in the west................then

                                                                         Yeh doorian

Yeh doorian

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai

Kyun koi jaane na ,

koi yahan pe

Aa raha paas ya door mein

Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Yeh doorian

Yeh doorian Yeh doorian…aaaa.….

Kabhi hua yeh bhi, khali rahon pe bhi

Tu tha mere saath ,

Kabhi tujhe milke, lauta mere dil yeh

Khali khali haath Yeh bhi huwa kabhi,

jaise huwa abhi Tujko sabhi mein paa liya

Tera mujhe kar jathi hai doorian

Satati hai doorian

Tarsathi hai doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kaha bhi na main ne, nahin jeena main ne

Tu jo na mila Tujhe bhule se bhi,

bola na mein yeh bhi Chahu fasala

Bas fasala rahe banke kasak jo kahe

Ho aur chahat yeh jawan

Teri meri mit jani hai doorian

Begani hai doorian

Hat jani hai doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Kyun koi paas hai, door hai

Kyun koi jaane na , koi yahan pe

Aa raha paas ya door mein

Ja raha janoo na mein hu kahan pe

Yeh doorian

In raho ki doorian

Nigahon ki doorian

Humraho ki doorian

Fanna ho sabhi doorian

Yeh doorian yeh doorian yeh doorian…

 

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I try. I really do. It’s hard to let go. Memories. Its not only the bad ones but the good ones too. The good ones too? Yeah, call me crazy. I think that the best way to move on with life is to erase all memory of the past. Then you don’t have to look back at the bad ones and regret and be sullen about it or think about the good ones and feel bad that life is going down the slope now. I always thought that the best way to hold on to someone or something special was by making them a part of my memory. These are the things/people you never wanna lose. I was wrong. It’s easier said than done. That ephemeral joy of the memory will be soon devoured by reality. Pain. Hurt. And its more bad memories again. It’s a vicious circle. Memories-worry is wat happens then. 

 

But why is it that life is so much more nicer when we think about our childhood days and the fun we had when we were growing up? 

Why is it that I never want to forget the times I was scolded by my teachers for my wrong doings ,even though I cried my eyes out ? 

Why is it that we never remember the dates that well as we remember the moments ?

Why is it that the best memories are the ones that hurt me the most ?

Why is it that even though I know its going to be hard to stay in touch with my friends I don’t wanna lose the memories of the times I spent with them ? 

Why is it that the thing in my head always wants me to remember ? To be remembered ? 

Why is it that even though I wanna let go of my memories, I’m unable to? 

Sometimes life’s best experiences are learnt through memories.But now I realize that the more I try to forget these memories the more I think of them. Memories are the doorways into our past. Memories are a way of connecting with the unconnected. Its the good-byes that will always hurt, and the memories that bring tears.

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. And I want to be remembered , I don’t want to be a forgotten memory.
Never forget me, because if I thought you would, I'd never leave.

PS:- I dedicate the last line of my post to my beautiful bebo.................n.
scribbled by: praveen

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