I QUIT.......

And finally I sewed up my life. All the boredom and the tension of the first love are now over and out. I really thank to that friend (whom I have left now) who has been with me in my entire thick and thins. I don’t know whether I was right to leave her or wrong. I left my decision on GOD first time and incited my mind to text her that we are no more friends now. Anyways now my life has taken a complete U-turn. My life’s first valentine day was very memorable for me as I was not with my valentine on that day but she was with me throughout the day.

This is one of the few memorable events occurring in my life. Apart from those bulky books of B-Tech I am enjoying my life with my love. But still I dedicate this post to that friend who has been with me when I was in need of a friend. I am sorry my dear……….but now I can’t be with you because still I love your happiness. And I know that you happiness lies without me not with me. I know that you are still mulling over those messages that I have texted you but you know you will never come to know the answer of your question as you are no more able to decipher or you don’t want to think for the sake of our friendship. Life is just a feeling. I have learnt from you that if you have some feelings for someone then don’t keep it with you just drool it out. And what I did it!! My intention was not to hurt you but to realize you that I was in love with you but I don’t dare to propose you because you were in love with other. I have also heard that love is the second name of sacrifice and I was happy to know that I am among those lucky people who have sacrificed something called love. The day when I met you is still cherish able but now I don’t want to recall those golden days because it really pang me. I wish if we were the same friends, the platonic one, whose days start with a sweet smile and ends with a lovely gud night. But I know when two egos conflict then there cannot be a true friendship only competitions prevail. So, now I am in no mood to do any competition so I quit my lovely friendship with you. I feel very sorry but now I am happy. In nutshell I can’t carry that friend with me who don’t have time to ask with his friend at least how he is. And also don’t have time to reply to that friend if he makes a call or text a message. Not an issue it’s her life and I don’t want to interferes in her personal life so finally I QUIT.

I QUIT………
scribbled by: praveen kumar

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