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The story of a crucified engineer...
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April 06, 2010
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Pardon!! But I felt compelled for scribbling my present situation. Let dedicate this subliminal post for my charade situation from which I am suffering. No, I haven’t messed up in any technical glitches and neither been stabbed with my fellow members {hope the title reflects the same}. I moved from an Indian village to a metropolitan city in a hope to share my hand for the sake of India, to know the India. My paucity in the field of relationship got brushed up here.
My life taught me a lot of things I should’ve realized and come to terms with a long time ago. But hey!! Better late than never right? One of the very important facts of life that my family member has always tried to instill in me is that every dark cloud of despair has a silver lining. The cup is always half full. So for a change I shall heed their advice. And yes!! I do that by now.
My life was in dark when I have left one of my friends. I was in complete compunction when I realized that I have done something wrong {thought the condition is not the same} by proposing her. She left me and I ended my friendship.
Now I can feel the difference. I don’t have any hunch to show my spasm for her friendship. By now I am crucified. I felt crucified for the sake of that friendship for which I was there to bet my life.
And yes!! My life is now betted.
By now, remembering her has become a real chore for me. Every day I pray for the normality of that friendship which has crucified me. My life by now is moving @ 115 kbps. I never ever have dreamt that I will be impelled to mortify because of my own decision. My biggest mistake in my life.
Someone wise once said that life is a book with many chapters penned and innumerable others waiting to be etched in. In many ways this chapter has been the making of me. But life and I aren’t done yet.
Tomorrow is a new chapter, tomorrow is a new dawn, and tomorrow will be a new hope.
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My life taught me a lot of things I should’ve realized and come to terms with a long time ago. But hey!! Better late than never right? One of the very important facts of life that my family member has always tried to instill in me is that every dark cloud of despair has a silver lining. The cup is always half full. So for a change I shall heed their advice. And yes!! I do that by now.
My life was in dark when I have left one of my friends. I was in complete compunction when I realized that I have done something wrong {thought the condition is not the same} by proposing her. She left me and I ended my friendship.
Now I can feel the difference. I don’t have any hunch to show my spasm for her friendship. By now I am crucified. I felt crucified for the sake of that friendship for which I was there to bet my life.
And yes!! My life is now betted.
By now, remembering her has become a real chore for me. Every day I pray for the normality of that friendship which has crucified me. My life by now is moving @ 115 kbps. I never ever have dreamt that I will be impelled to mortify because of my own decision. My biggest mistake in my life.
Someone wise once said that life is a book with many chapters penned and innumerable others waiting to be etched in. In many ways this chapter has been the making of me. But life and I aren’t done yet.
Tomorrow is a new chapter, tomorrow is a new dawn, and tomorrow will be a new hope.
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