The bed room window allows me to drift outside my world and compels me to think what I have achieved and what I lost a couple of months ago. The moods of my mind gently whisper and weave. The message floats by and refuses to leave. This constant emotion keeps filtering and asks to each and every corner of my heart & mind and pinch somewhere deep in my heart, am I a stupid brat? Am I the one who need only everyone’s curse? Am I the only one who doesn’t have the permission to cuddle my beloved one?

I don’t want the “HAD” word to scribble in any way in my life. You know dude, this is the most powerful word I have encountered yet! Once I had a best friend. It sounds very pitiful na?

Yup!

But today also I miss one of my best friends. Today also I pray for her. I think I am damn crazy about my best friend that’s why she refuses me and I care. I am forced to pander for my hearts whim.

As thunder roars and Lightning reigns,
And life's sieve tears in this torrential rain,
And darkness sets right on cue,
I'm left asking - where are you?

Don't write me a letter or sing me a song.
Don't even tell me about what went wrong.
All I need is merely one clue,
Tell me please, where are you?

PS: plz dude let her know that i am not a stupid brat....

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never cry for any relation in your life,
because for the one whom you cry don't deserve your tears...
and those who deserve your tears...
will never let you cry in your life.....
sob!! sob!! sob!!!

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 VENUE- BITM-HOSTEL

 TIME-11:30PM               

Not having a goal in life leads to confusion... with most of the important decisions in life!

I have no place of my own; physically and in people's lives, except you( my love )!

I don't know where to go... I keep screwing up stuff.. and it hurts... but I still am true to myself ( i think )!

Now;I have goals.. the only thing is that I am not doing anything about it!! I should start!!! when???????

OK..sorry if i have confused you.. but I am sort of thinking in print!! 

Between.. I am in love.. and that is not going to change.. ( again.... I think )

I LOVE U

PS:- Most of the time I think falling in love leads to a great confusion but now I thing that falling in love leads to some confession also. It will change the taste of all your desire and wishes. you will love to prefer isolation, the perfect isolation.

THANK GOD I CONFESSED I AM IN LOVE...

ciaos:

praveen (fantastic)

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