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1. My Heart Will Go On………
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October 02, 2009
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Today we
have left our friend far apart but the childhood memories are still in our
heart. I still remember those early days of St. Michaels High School when all were busy in arranging the Wednesday drill
classes. The lunch hour, when there used to be less than 4 Tiffin and 12 hands to share. The trivia work and that
altercation talk still rut our feelings but……………………..the time has passes and we
are now nostalgic!
The
pressure of doing homework and the ethos that were given during our morning
assembly are still cherished in our mind which makes our school the best in
entire “Jamalpur” region. From my childhood I always refuse to go to school.
But the family pressure always compelled me to go to school. I was not a good
student because I always refute our faculty member. Really madam!! I am sorry
because at that time I always tried to be a honcho and get all type of
admiration in my pocket full of galore fun among my friend’s circle and my
junior men tee…….
Now it is
our farewell day. The same feeling attacked me but at that time the reason was
different. This time I don’t want to leave my school and my “ALTER-EGO”. But
the “low-key” of our farewell came that time when our principal gave the mobile
SMS to us all. Then only I realized the important of education, friend and
teachers-- the real GOD.
From the
core of my heart I narrate an incidence which will show you that that you
think, from childhood and had a soft corner always prove to be the worst for
you. She is nobody other than my best Michaelied “ALER-EGO”. Now I think that
“ALTER-EGO” is not the word to be used for her rather it will be sensible to
use the word “class mate” for her. Anyway now for her I am only a “DING-BAT”.
So imagine a situation where you give everything right from the money to your
knowledge without expecting anything in return. That’s what I did but I only
expected the true friendship from her but here also I think that she failed to
give me the simplest thing that she can. Instead of giving the true company she
tried her level best to exploit my feelings and my emotions but then also I
continued my friendship for her. I never tried to do anything that will hurt
her but…………right from the beginning she never let any time vandalizing me. She
never tried to understand my feeling and my emotion but now I think that she
will understand it in better way when I am not with her.
I only want
to say you all guys and gals,” don’t be too attached with anybody that you
can’t…………….
Anyway now
I prefer to walk in “melancholy opera”. But still my heart will go on for that
girl………..
---Praveen
{mech. Engg.}