From past to present...

When I was a kid, I was taught to move forward with everyone, to take into consideration what might be good for all than what might be good just for me. I was taught that there are rules and I need to live by them, for if I don’t I will bring grief to myself and everyone related to me. I was asked to ‘sacrifice’ my individuality for the collective thought, my perceptions for the vision that was presented before me, my grey for their black and white and my black and white for their grey.

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 I have grown up, I set my own rules. Rules, which I like to break and rules which broke many frontiers. My journey started from an Indian village to a metropolitan city, and I landed in so called engineering college with loads of dream and ambition. After becoming 3/4^th of engineer I can say I am jack of all trade but master of none. I roam here and there, I rant, I cant ……but I won’t bore you by talking how I spent my last 3 year or how stupid I have grown in becoming 3/4^th of engineer.

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My friends tell me, I laugh a lot. My mp3 version of uff!!! Is so nice that it can be recorded for further dissection J loll!  They think I am one of the luckiest guys who don’t have any tension and who prefer always laughing and making others to smile but maybe i am a great illusionist in this field. I have got a talent for not showing my deepest wound which I am dissecting as I move on in life. I prefer isolation, I prefer imagination because in the realm of reality you will only get pain, and this world is full of masquerades, people know more to take work with you rather giving company when you really need it in your bad phases.

                It is surprising how your feelings can betray you even if you're behind the safety of a monitor and a key-board and not staring in the eyes of the one you're talking to...

Here quote a famous line by Sydney Sheldon:

"if you give a man a fish, he can have a meal,
but if you teach him to fish, he can eat for the rest of his life."

PS: One day I might be the deepest imprints embossed upon your heart; second a mere acquaintances and the third just a fading memories………..

--praveen

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