……occurred to me today. What if someone makes a film based on my life? I don’t know why it suddenly struck me- may be because my life is so melodramatic at times, or may be I just want the current period of my life to be pinned in the form of some books or reeled in.

This I found weird which I have encountered after a 10 days of absent from the field of blogging. I was stuck in my so called BUSY schedule though the 10 days passed only by doing inane things.

Whatever the reason, after the moment that thought occurred to me, I spent the rest of my day (well it’s still going on) with a background narration in my head complete with background musical scores.

And what if my life got the sequel of some hit films like 3 IDIOTS or GAAJNI or some other in this field. This is really a strange to think about such films whose basis is from my life style.

The life style of a so called engineering student…

Hope the real chore which I left for your part is to think for why I got struck with this weird thought?

All comments will be entertained.

|

Assumptions are foolish, predictions are untrue, and explanations, useless. The truth is arrived at by consensus, by an invisible, unobservable referendum, on every issue, for every belief. Accept, if only to cease the onslaught, to declare a reluctant truce in the relentless meaningless battle.

Axioms are better in the field than the theorem. I have heard that and have realized it. But getting into the account of practical life, theorems are better than axioms. The stereotype society, with lots of people engaged with different types of hobnob does not mean that you have the right to forget your past friends and past friendship with those people who were there with you in your entire thick and thins.

Dunno know, what I have scribbled in my past blogs but I feel all my feeling was something that should not be scribbled so openly. Anyways, I penance for what I have scribbled in the past.

I am in the state of compunction. 

|

Some things which are mentioned here are just so true and if you have loved someone and has got pain in reward of that, you will be agree with me.  Have a read:

Could you be the one for me?
Could you be my find?
Could it be, after all this time,
Fate is going to be kind?

Could you be the one for me,
The one to help me forget
The gal that broke my heart, my soul
The gal that haunts me yet?

You tell me that I’m nice
Something I’ve never heard
But the one still lives here in my mind
That couldn’t spare a kind word

It’s going to be hard to forget
And pick up the pieces she left
Could you be the one to teach
How to love again and forget?

Could you be the one to come
And mend my broken heart?
Are you willing to piece together
What another broke apart?

It won’t be an easy job, you see
My road has been long and rough
And the heart that was once so soft
Is now shut, locked, and tough

But I can feel my heart open again
It’s opening for you
Just come in, and love me back
That’s all you have to do

I must ask you one small thing
Before we kiss and part
Please be nice and kind to me
I’m tired of broken hearts

Some where my mind says that heart of his, which was just so soft and kind some time ago, thanks to that person who broke it, now it is no more that soft.  Now it is no more that soft.  Now its just locked and it has become so much tough.  People who break hearts, people who leave their loved ones for their own gains, selfishness, people who back off on the path of love, they never understand the true meanings of love and loving some one.  Its very easy to break a heart.  What is tough is to be with some one!Its very easy to be selfish and do things just for your own good and for your own benefit.  Its so tough to do  something for others.  Its so much tough to do some thing for some one.  But there are some selfish and cold hearted people in this world too who don’t understand the pain of others, who just have complaints but not few words of appreciation, who just call that person stupid who has done something for them.  Is that person really stupid who went through all that pain for his loved one or is that person is so much stupid who gave away everything for the sake of love?If you are among those who never bothers that someone is doing some thing you, if you say to him/her that what ever he/she has done, it was just his/her wish, you never asked him to do that for you and it was just him who was stupid enough to do all that much for you, if you are among those who say to their loved ones when they are crying with the pain given by you that you don’t have time for their tears and some one’s tears doesn’t mean anything for you coz you have your own problems and that “some one” is no one else but that person who loved you from the bottom of his heart than just remember this, you never will know how much damage you have done!  You have not just broken the heart of some one but also you have killed that very feeling, you have broken that trust that was there some time ago on  love in the heart of that person.  You must know this that its not so easy to be in love and those who are just selfish and come up with explanations supporting their selfishness only , they cant love some one.  Those who give pain and tears to others, they can’t understand what is love and how to love some one.  Those who know just about their own benefits, they are just playing with the feelings of others.  Why do people do like that?When you know you cant give happiness to some one , who has given you the right to give pain to him?When you can’t take some one tears from their eyes who authorized you give the same tears to the other person? But its not some thing about which answer can be given because this world is filled with the people like these only who do everything for just their own benefit and than come and try to prove their act right with the reasons supporting them. True love and true and devoted lovers are just now sleeping in the books only.People of today just know how to say that I have to leave you and be selfish for myself as this is the best for me to do. Is it right or is it wrong you want to know? I dont have the answer as I myself is trying to find the answer for the same puzzle. If you know the answer than let me know too, that’s all I can say.

PS: I haven't scribbled the above feelings for my part of life. It was all for the general truth, massive perception, and the reality of the world. It's all up to those who feel that they are living in a perfect stereotype geek. 

DISCLAIMER: The above piece has no resemblance with my personal life now. 

|

Dear folks,
I am feeling mostly better now - still sore, but much of focus has moved to my head - something I am at least used to. I am unfortunately, also rather cranky - both because of the headache and because this whole episode has put me behind where I wanted to be right now.

Have you ever had stressed much on your mind, or does that just happen to people who can admit to over thinking? I have SO many things swirling around in my brain lately that I cannot even focus on one simple blog post. I can barely even manage conversation, which is very strange.

Like last day, my friend asked me to do help in her project work, a 30-page document presented in front of her mentor. It means me that how much one expects when one comes to the world sanity. The last blog post which I attached/scribbled-WOMENS EMPOWERMENT was the work of my mind and my realization. I kept my pace while writing up to 1200 words and lost the hope after that. Still I have read in one’s blog that when a student enters into the engineering college his hopes are ignited. He expects to fetch lots of money and starts preparing for CAT under a hot tin roof. And after that I have come to realize that we should keep high aspirations, moderate expectations, and small needs. The real winners in life are the people who look at every situation with an expectation that they can make it work or make it better. There is no greater challenge than to have someone relying upon you; no greater satisfaction than to vindicate his/her expectation.

I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can’t be helped.

 My grandfather taught me a lesson. If you are passionate for something then the whole earth will conspire for you. No other external force can stop you to achieve your goal/target. Only you need to be to focus on your destiny. Now my situations are showing me that every bit of knowledge that I have acquired in the past are now seeping out of my mind. I am clinically brain dead right now. It seems that I have been in a habit of playing only with puns.

Still the load of expectation gets high if you go higher in your life. Just kick some goals and will be blessed with dozens of such similar expectations. It never seems to be endless.

Hear me out……

Top the list in your college, your family will expect the same from you…in a total dramatized word no one can think what will happen to them next. The drama even continues in the relationship also. Pardon me! However, I do not have the idea about the cited words but my mind still think for the support of the same. Relationship is something that one gets in heritance. Still, why many fights are among brothers and why ego continues between the family members? Anyways that’s not I want to scribble because you all know much better than me. Here, I am on the way to kill my few times and to get myself refreshed for a while. Again, killing time is something, which I do not understand it. How one can kill his/her, time. Isn’t it sound very astonishing or frivolous? Well, the phrase kills time but you will not get a sentence (puns indeed).

Whereas the whole world are coruscating their life with different types of gray matter, the lower class family are still in the state of expectation for getting out of this inflation. Whereas we people are talking about the 3G auction, a part of the world is still expecting to know the meaning of the word 3G. Whereas we are talking about the dishes like pizza & burger, a part of the society are still in the expectation for the vacancy of jobs. Still I expect that tomorrow a new chapter will start in my life, tomorrow will be a new hope and from tomorrow, I will open my book. With the expectation that I will be back in the world of blogosphere after few months here I am getting sabbatical for few days. Will be back very soon with a bash,
Will miss you all,
Your Mr. Kumar

|