The bed room window allows me to drift outside my world and compels me to think what I have achieved and what I lost a couple of months ago. The moods of my mind gently whisper and weave. The message floats by and refuses to leave. This constant emotion keeps filtering and asks to each and every corner of my heart & mind and pinch somewhere deep in my heart, am I a stupid brat? Am I the one who need only everyone’s curse? Am I the only one who doesn’t have the permission to cuddle my beloved one?

I don’t want the “HAD” word to scribble in any way in my life. You know dude, this is the most powerful word I have encountered yet! Once I had a best friend. It sounds very pitiful na?

Yup!

But today also I miss one of my best friends. Today also I pray for her. I think I am damn crazy about my best friend that’s why she refuses me and I care. I am forced to pander for my hearts whim.

As thunder roars and Lightning reigns,
And life's sieve tears in this torrential rain,
And darkness sets right on cue,
I'm left asking - where are you?

Don't write me a letter or sing me a song.
Don't even tell me about what went wrong.
All I need is merely one clue,
Tell me please, where are you?

PS: plz dude let her know that i am not a stupid brat....

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never cry for any relation in your life,
because for the one whom you cry don't deserve your tears...
and those who deserve your tears...
will never let you cry in your life.....
sob!! sob!! sob!!!

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 VENUE- BITM-HOSTEL

 TIME-11:30PM               

Not having a goal in life leads to confusion... with most of the important decisions in life!

I have no place of my own; physically and in people's lives, except you( my love )!

I don't know where to go... I keep screwing up stuff.. and it hurts... but I still am true to myself ( i think )!

Now;I have goals.. the only thing is that I am not doing anything about it!! I should start!!! when???????

OK..sorry if i have confused you.. but I am sort of thinking in print!! 

Between.. I am in love.. and that is not going to change.. ( again.... I think )

I LOVE U

PS:- Most of the time I think falling in love leads to a great confusion but now I thing that falling in love leads to some confession also. It will change the taste of all your desire and wishes. you will love to prefer isolation, the perfect isolation.

THANK GOD I CONFESSED I AM IN LOVE...

ciaos:

praveen (fantastic)

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Dear Mum & Dad

This might come as a shock to you. But i'm in love. No, the shock has nothing to do with the new challenge, this poses to the established fact that I'm incapable of loving but about the object of my affection. Whom I'm in love with. Mum, Dad I'm emotionally involved with my potato salad. I've been reading too much of the romantic novels say:

I TOO HAD A LOVE STORY byRabindra singh

THAT KISS IN THE RAIN by Novoneel Chakaborty

NOTHING FOR U, BUT STILL I LUV U DEAR by Arpit Dugar

NEW MOON by Stephnie Meyer

…….and many more in the row,

and this happily-ever-after and falling in love with your food has gone to my head (not my stomach). If AVINASH JAIN (the protagonist of nothing for u………..) can fall in love with his senior techno then why can't I? I know this is extremely hard for you. But I'm a big enough now and I am in love afterall. I love novels. Novels are my life. The way I feel about it..no it's not gas. It's the real deal..butterflies..oh so many butterflies. In my stomach. I know it's unconventional and people will talk. But at least I'm not bringing home a hindu or muslim human being, am I!? That would be unpardonable. God forbid me if I do that. Nor am I bringing home a woman. I assure this is a rather straight, God-fearing catholic potato.

I hope you wil forgive me and find it in your heart to accept our love.
 

Your loving son
praveen…

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