Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?

Losing everyone around you in such a little time.

I try not to worry since she left in the past,

But its hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts!

Its hard to hide behind this frown,

When on the inside you're on the verge of a break down!

I've lost something that meant the world to me,

All I've left of her are her memories.

You have no idea how badly i want them back,

But they have left me in the past which was there plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away,

I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong,

I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

OKAY!! so this one is dedicated to my ever best friend.....

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It is one of those days,
one of those days when you realize that every night, you come back to an empty house.
one of those days when you are walking back home and all the songs on shuffle seem to be about loneliness and heartbreak.
one of those days when you wish you had someone's arms to cuddle in after a long day at work.

one of those days when it seems like that heartbreak happened just yesterday.
one of those days when you see a cute couple and you can't help but wonder what it would be like to have that with someone.

one of those days when nothing you do seems to make too much sense.
one of those days when you just want to lie in bed and have a dream-less sleep.

one of those days where you are smiling at everyone and making conversation but it feels out of place.
Its one of days that will pass......
tomorrow i will wake up and today will be a thing of the past, may be even forgotten.
But for now, its still just one of those days...!!!

--praveen 

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This is a story 8 years back…!

The relationship which lost their track..!

With every incident that happened is there in the memory,

Oh don’t be anxious you have to go only with summary…!!

Taking you to the summer of 2006

When their friendship had just fixed….!!

Both of them were then in class 9,

When everything was going fine…!!

Hi, hello were the normal introduction,

Before the feelings for others were fixed in connection..!!

The closeness in their friendship grew,

And all set, others started gossiping, sometimes taking interview…!!

Every set of season came and went,

But their friendship never came to an end!!

Finally it was year 2007,

When they think, their friendship is far beyond heaven…!!

They starting sharing too many dreams,

Sealed with lots of promises which never steamed!!   

Then one day happened something bad,

For which both of them became sad,

Day by day everything went askew,

Problems were apparently, but the separation grew!!

And just like that, the communication was broken,

“Just get lost” the last words were spoken….!!

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the lost childhood

click on the the link for the previous post:
childhood memories-1
a flashback to my school days
those days....

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